Like a bolt of lightning through the heart,
not exciting, a bit frightening to start.
Then comes the sickness, like a swarm of oversized butterflies deep in the stomach,
Fighting to break free.
Expected the moment, definitely not the feeling,
i want to be happy without a smile as a disguise
but without you i enter a world of eternal darkness. You were my light, i see that now from my darkness. I got used to the light.
Shine brighter now than you ever did with me,
I thought i was setting you free.
But i was fooling myself. Trapping myself.
Lost in a world without you.